Window Onto Invisible


“The contemplative life, therefore, is not a life that offers a few good moments between the many bad ones, but a life that transforms all our time into a window through which the invisible world becomes visible.” Brian McLaren

Throughout these last months and especially since the second pandemic struck, spreading germs of racism and white supremacy, I have been praying for a sense of God’s will. While the result or the resulting has not rendered any clear answers, I have felt a deepening of connections on many levels and a deepening in my relationship with The God of Justice and Mercy. I have felt like I am swimming and immersed in new waters, fresh and refreshing as well as challenging and rapid. I feel held and carried. 
Brian McLaren’s statement above landed on me like a missing puzzle piece. I have found myself not living moment to moment as much as living in a different realm. It seems to me that living more contemplatively allows me to come closer to realizing a life in that Divine Power in which I live and breathe and to realize within that holy space a web of connections which is practically palpable. Even in those moments when I am sickened by the hatred and hurt, I find myself adjacent to or within that same space of grace and reconciliation. 
I am grateful for the opportunity, the very definition of Kairos, to breathe differently than before in time and space and I am hopeful for the grace to realize, within the contemplation and as a result of life lived and prayed differently, ways to bring this invisible grace experienced into visible witness. 
Contemplation allows the sacramentality to be realized and revealed.

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